always fun when your student director keeps making posts about appreciating “cast members who have their shit together” and not knowing if she’s secretly pissed at you for missing rehearsals even though she has absolutely no right because she knew we were two weeks away from opening when she cast me so it’s not my damn fault if she suddenly forgot what that’s like for a production

like i hope i'm just being paranoid because of all the stress i'm under because if not and that's what she's doing it's super unprofessional of her on a lot of levels and i mean i kind of expect it from the students here at this point a lot of them are really backstabbing and weird and i don't feel comfortable around them at all like i don't mention it much but a LOT of the people in this program are REALLY MEAN and it's so uncomfortable ugh fingers crossed it's just some post menstrual emotion stuff sam's life

Anonymous asked:

You know youre a survivor when you try your best not to get into trouble and to do everything right to avoid the anxiety that you will be hurt if you do anything bad or wrong.

...like a chair made of antlers Answer:

this is about 70% of my personality

"if there’s one thing I will never do as an artist, it’s rape"

good for you maybe you should STOP TALKING ABOUT IT AROUND ME TO SEE HOW I’LL REACT BECAUSE YOU THINK I WAS RAPED THEN

tw rape my director's chill and all but like dude DUDE like he won't direct streetcar because of the rape in it which tbh i'm just glad other theater people agree with me that stanley's an abusive rapist getting shot down by my professor about that is one of the worst things that's happened to me in a school system like HOW could you POSSIBLY EVER think stanley isn't those things UGH sam's life a doll's house tag

wiseyoungravenclaw:

Remus Arthur Potter, you were named after two men who looked out for my safety and cared about my well-being out of altruism and decency rather than because I was a tool for them to use or because I was someone’s son.

(via colinmorgasms)

eyyyyyyyyyyy

sociolab:

Do you ever think about the fact that the US has created and legitimized a system of institutionalized inequality by funding schools through property taxes?  That basically a child’s education is only as good as the value of the property in their neighborhood.  Funny how education is so often viewed as an equalizing factor when there is nothing equal about it.

(via fraenergy)

i love this post so much